Murr’s ramblings

Yup…t’is all in the title…

And I’m not giving away anything IC here oddly the extent of “tag reading” goes much further than i originally thought… so heh…murr is no more… damn name changing…i find it difficult to keep up with mens whims…

on a completely ooc level…i just watched transformers and the new batman movies for the first time…

i want bumblebee!!!! and…heh the dark knight is sickeningly twisted…loved it…a movie where even our hero is somewhat a villain..and rip heath you rocked ma tubesocks

Back on kars city chain through choice…

Girl is…simply… Lost.

Havent posted for a little bit…so i thought i’d fill you in on stuff…

I am recollared, the first sword of Kar decided to slap his steel on me, so i now have a new collar and a new name…persia…it’s pretty…

my dance competition was on sunday, i got placed third…but i do believe i could have done a lot better, but third out of ten is not bad heh…so yeah…i’ll keep on it…

ttfn

so…as i write this…i’m in an rp with a Master…and i am being so half assed it’s unreal…he’s rabbiting on telling me how kind he is and how he values everyone…just a hint…this is not how to get into a girls pants…i am in gor…because i want him to take control…soo, anyway that wasnt my point…my point was…in rp i only give what i get…if someone puts a lot of effort into emotes and rp, i will too, if they dont…i wont…i have a broken hand at the moment, very badly damaged, so typing is slower and more difficult…so why should i give myself carpal tunnel typing one handed for a 5 line emote…when all i get back is “takes the drink” i mean seriously…get with it…i am a good rper…and i knows it..i sometimes slip into randomley comedic comments, which of course,, get my ass in trouble…but still, i know im good…ive been at this a long time…oh and speaking of good rp…rawr, i served a Master yesterday…a drink you dirty minded fools, anywhoo, for all he asked me proof his drink…which to me, isnt strictly gorean…it was damn good rp…and i enjoyed it emensley…here’s hoping he returns to kar heh

murr x

So…I’m back on the city chain…yay and i’m thoroughly wierded the hell out by peoples behaviour…it’s like they’ve lost the ability to RP around me…seriously, ive been kinda avoiding logging in…i ask to serve someone…i get 20 frikin IM’s…ok maybe 20 is a slight exageration…but my god…you’d think a chica had never been sold before, i appreciate everyones concern i really do, BUT the LAST thing i want right now is ooc nonsense…yanno?

I wont lie, I am still hurting…heh, it’s unavoidable…but i log into sl to rp, not talk about my feelings, please, please, and you know who you are…just let me be…

ok enough of that…anywhoo’s since i havent been on much there isnt really anything to report, the auctions still going…last check i was only at 550l’s pfft, but there is 10 bids on me…although i’m guessing most are pity bids…so come to Kar and bid on my ass!!! i NEED rp help meh out here heh

murr x

my Master left sl today…he needed to concentrate on his real life… so…i’m typing this now, but i’m still a little raw, so i’ll probably delete it tomorrow… a few days ago when i told him i’d started writing a blog, he said oh good now you’ll have somewhere to flame me…at the time i laughed and called him a dork…but we both knew this was coming, i have for a couple of weeks, i just didnt want it to, the people we meet online, can get buried so deep under our skin before we even realise it, ive been hurt in the past, and thought i was entirely safe, but alas…i’m a dope. Not long after i met him, he became my reason for logging in, in character he was the best Master ive known, and out of character, he was a bloody dork, and my best friend, and for all that may make people say huh? how did that work?…well quite obviously it didnt… we were too close, and i believe that is a big part of his decision to leave, when sl takes priority over rl, that’s when you’re in trouble, and i didnt ask him to stay, i encouraged him to go… there are two kinds of love online…wuv, where you meet someone, know them two days, have an amazing time etc…and there’s love, where you care about the person behind the AV… i had both of those, and i’ll never forget him…but i will move on…eventually, i’m thinking 2 months is good mopage time, and oh yes, i will be moping, sadly, this will really help my character, she’s spoilt, and is now back on the city chain. Anyways…

safe paths, my Master, wherever they take you…

i was collared to Jaxon Luik for exactly one month…07/05/08 – 08/05/08…well, it’s more memorable than an anklet.

So, last night i was whipped *shock horror* and…i’m only going to take maybe 25% of the blame for displeasing my Master…for all those aquainted with second life…you will have heard of x-cite…these are primmy sex organs, that when clicked give out an array of terrible emotes in startling green text…

so anywhoo, last night my Master set me a challenge, dance my collaring in 3 posts…not a difficult challenge for me…at all, if i displeased i would be punished…his reasoning for this is that i have a fairly large dance competition coming up, and we’ve recently figured out my knee jerk posts and emotes, the ones i dont think about, are a billion times better than those i do…(and trust me, the ones i think about are still better than most heh) ok so…we’re in the tavern, my Masters invited another Master in for a drink, the other Master has a newly collared slave and i quote “i picked her up in the market and thought why not” profound really, the reason for collaring someone…and there’s 2 other slaves there also, friends of mine…so, i start my dance, and the first post is bloody brilliant…and then it happens, i’m hit with spammage of doom, green x-cite text…the likes of “blahblah’s clit is pinched by so and so” 23 lines of this…in BRIGHT green floods my screen, my brain shuts down, my dance, although good just isnt what i hoped, and both my Master and i know i can do better, so i get whipped…which ok, was good rp…cause we’re both rockstars, but anyway, what the hell is with some people? i mean…a lil bit of common sense would be like oh, ok, maybe i should stop spamming everyone with stupid x-cite emotes…bah anyways, i may have to smack that chick in the x-cite nipples if i see her again…

murr x

well this is something i’m new to…i have never blogged before…so let’s start with why i’m doing this…and what i hope to achieve… this blog is purely for my second life character… and yes i will be linking it in my sl profile…so err i guess i should remember to be NICE at all times heh… my goals here are to rant pretty much…

my character in second life, is purely for roleplay… she is a gorean kajira (i hear lots of oh’s and ahh’s and cries of you freak…but bear with me) I am a normal chica, within reason…i enjoy RP, i enjoy playing a slave…i enjoy being dominated and owned. and of course it is a 100% “safe” enviroment to experiment with all manner of odd stuffs…i am submissive in real life, but not to the same extent as my character, my rl work is stressful, demanding and i need to be dominating with it…so this m’loves is a perfectly healthy little outlet…anyways, here’s the skinny on my char…

sl name >>Murron Convair (slave name murr)

early 20’s (yeah im a lil older irl)

owned by Jaxon Luik (sl Master and oocly a good guy/friend)  

homestone is port kar (yes the sim… http://slurl.com/secondlife/Port%20Kar/133/51/22 pop by for a visit, we have an auction going on at the moment, both my Master and i are in it :O )

anyways, i digress…i do that a lot…hence the blog name mostly i will be covering in game stuff, of course some of my rl thoughts and feelings will slip in, as mish mashed as they are heh… my character still hasnt found herself… she’s learning to dance, and has just entered into a rather large competition, which is scaring the beejus out of us both *grins* so i’m practising lots…yay me…anywhoo’s i feel this is enough to start you off, and i look forward to writing again, hopefully in a far more structured manner…heh

safe paths…